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Anonymous: and would he mind if you shared his pictures here?

probably not, but I would rather have my sibling not ride in my shadow and succeed without my help. I’m sure we would both like that.

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I don’t even want to attend graduation, which is bullshit. Commemoration, my ass.

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Anonymous: Does your brother draw too?

yes.

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Bug bites all over my body what the fuck.

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Anonymous: What were some of the funnest things you got to do in life?

Playing with my neighbors on summer days. Making candles from old wax and bottle caps on summer nights. Teaching little kids pyromania. Bounce houses.

Jumping off the playground set and experiencing something close to flight.

Frying tofu with my sibling. Sitting by the swing and watch our home-made lanterns light up and then putting them out with the garden hose because they caught on fire.

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This one time one person cried and then someone else cried and another person was telling them not to cry because it would make them cry and I just

what do I do? Do I stand here and stare? Do I cry? Do I turn around and let them do their business? WHAT DO and HOW.

tell me what to feel. I feel like an asshole just standing there and be fascinated by crying friends because that is literally what it is…crying friends with emotional something something and I don’t really know what is happening. Part of me want to turn away so they can regain composure and part of me want them to keep crying as I stare because the faces they make are REALLY fascinating. So much raw emotions.

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Anonymous: tell us about this person that you like. ish.

Quite curious, aren’t you?

Pros about that person:
- childish yet mature when need be
- intelligent and knowledgeable
- quite nice to me, despite my strange attempts at starting conversations

Cons:
- Has emotions
- Intimidating
- I feel like an idiot standing near them

I don’t know how to deal with people.

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part 1

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part 2

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It’s the middle of the night and I needed to get rid of it quietly and effectively.

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r4bb1ts: Are you allergic to anything?

Feathers, maybe. I don’t know. Not anything specifically.

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so I heard we are under new management.

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Anonymous: Semi, tell me, I just saw a person in our hall, two seconds later he wasn't there, what do I do? Should I burn my house down or invite the person to dinner?

Burning your house down only when there are creatures you must get rid of, specifically, cockroaches.

Invite them to lunch, though I have no idea what you are talking about.

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Anonymous: Welp, do you like someone right now?

yeah. ish.

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Anonymous: Have you ever been bullied?

Yeah. Lots of broken things and I cried plenty times. In middle school, I hung around a large group of friends so nobody picked on me. And in high school, I developed such an expression on my face that people told me I intimidated them, that’s why we never talked.

At some point in time, I became the bully, but I try to refrain myself from it. It’s hard when you were dealt with little mercy and expected to give it, that’s the sentiment we held when they tell us “treat others the way you want to be treated,” but the way they treat us has always been the same, so we don’t mind giving other people the shit we were given. But I try to break out of that mindset. Maybe not everyone is as strong as we are.

We grew up having little mercy to the bullied because we went through similar things, and we grew twisted instead of weaker. Years later, the ones who bullied me won’t even look me in the eye and the other few tried to talk to me as if they were my friends. But I let it pass. I would rather forgive than live with a bitter grudge.

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